Well shit i gotta do this

hes taking her out now and then, just to find that shes an even bigger monster than him. he has evolved with the years turning into a sophisticated abuser, but she's still in the raw taking on everything she founds. she has split personality so he can love her one minute and hate her the next. she makes him so confuse that he feels like home. he knows its not gonna work but still wants to go. sometimes he feels that they are so alike that he knows exactly what she's thinking. he has got the same feelings in his live, the disappoinment of the world, wanting always more, dont thinking about tomorrow, the will to die. but she doesnt really know, she doesnt understand, shes too young and dont want any advice. and though he might be older than she, he has walk the same road and only wants to help. he is like and old cat, distrust every other cat of his age, but feels campassion and a need to help younger cats. she doesnt want to get help, she wants to get taken. she needs a force driving her, someone who could be as destructive as she. but he has destroyed a lot of beautiful things in the past, and now he just wants to create. he would never suspect that this was going to happen. couple of years before they would be perfect for each other, but let the time past and it destroys anything.